Does people even know I am trying.

Some of these issues are hard to be identifying.

I may be down right now.

Getting back up is my vow.

I just must listen to find the how.

There is a lot of learning and re-learning about me.

This process isn’t going to be easy or fast I see.

But Jesus is with me, and He brought others to help and that will be the key.

For years, I looked for the way in the wrong places.

Running and not facing I did in most cases.

It was easier to ignore it all because the pain was deep.

Those obstacles and mountains were steep.

If you have Jesus in your life, then you have hope.

If I really looked in the past, He was always there with the rope.

Trust is still an issue for me to give.

I will conquer this, and I am going to live.

Do not count me out yet.

I know in the past the challenge would have made me sweat.

But I am counting on God and He says do not fret.